scba Posted October 6, 2018 Report Share Posted October 6, 2018 Dear Katie, my prayers are with you. Come here any time you need to, but please rest and recover as much or as little you can. Ask for help any time you need it. You are in a safe place with professionals who can help you. Know there are a lot of people who are holding your hand. You are not alone. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Widowedbysuicide Posted October 11, 2018 Report Share Posted October 11, 2018 Thinking of you Katie ❤️ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted October 12, 2018 Report Share Posted October 12, 2018 I too have been thinking of you and wondering how you're doing. Sending you my love! ❤️❤️ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Margm Posted October 12, 2018 Report Share Posted October 12, 2018 Mine also Katie-girl. 💗💗💗 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scba Posted October 19, 2018 Report Share Posted October 19, 2018 Does anyone have news about Katie? I hope she is well. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted October 19, 2018 Report Share Posted October 19, 2018 Haven't heard anything for a few weeks. Wrote her, will see if she replies. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Widowedbysuicide Posted October 19, 2018 Report Share Posted October 19, 2018 I haven't heard from her since she started her care. Love to you Katie. It's ok to read and not respond. Just know we are all here praying for you. 🙏❤️ 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted October 20, 2018 Report Share Posted October 20, 2018 It's only been 2 1/2 weeks, it just seems longer. Praying for Katie and the boys. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
A&K Posted October 27, 2018 Author Report Share Posted October 27, 2018 I appreciate your thinking of us. I am home from a much needed hospital stay and happily with my boys. I missed them. I will survive with their hands on my heart. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gin Posted October 27, 2018 Report Share Posted October 27, 2018 Good to see you back. We missed you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MartyT Posted October 27, 2018 Report Share Posted October 27, 2018 Welcome home, dear Katie ♥️ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Widowedbysuicide Posted October 28, 2018 Report Share Posted October 28, 2018 So good to know you are doing better. Big hugs to you and the boys. ❤️ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
enna Posted October 28, 2018 Report Share Posted October 28, 2018 So glad you are home and with the boys, Katie. Sending love and hugs. 💜 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Margm Posted October 28, 2018 Report Share Posted October 28, 2018 Katie-girl, so proud of your fighting spirit. Very happy you are with your two boys. Thank you for letting us hear from you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted October 28, 2018 Report Share Posted October 28, 2018 Katie, I hope you find something to enjoy in each day you're alive, perhaps a smile from Ryan or Caleb. A visit from your friend. A phone call from your parents. These are the things that get me by, only with me it's my dog as my babies are grown and gone now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scba Posted October 28, 2018 Report Share Posted October 28, 2018 So glad to hear you are back home with the boys. Take good care Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
widow'15 Posted October 29, 2018 Report Share Posted October 29, 2018 Happy you are back home with your sweet boys and feeling stronger. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Dee 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shebert56 Posted October 29, 2018 Report Share Posted October 29, 2018 Same wishes here Katie. Glad to know you took care of you. Let your soul start healing surrounded by your sons. We love you Katie. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
A&K Posted November 2, 2018 Author Report Share Posted November 2, 2018 Struggling 😢 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MartyT Posted November 2, 2018 Report Share Posted November 2, 2018 I don't see how this can be anything but a struggle for you, Katie. I hope it brings you a small measure of comfort to know that we're all thinking of you and holding you close in our hearts. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Widowedbysuicide Posted November 2, 2018 Report Share Posted November 2, 2018 I am sorry Katie. I know that one loss is a struggle but multiple losses must be so much harder. You are smart and strong enough to recognize how you are doing and seek help when needed. That is so great you can do this. Praying for you for some peace. Hugs too you 3 ❤️❤️❤️ 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
kayc Posted November 2, 2018 Report Share Posted November 2, 2018 Katie, I can't begin to imagine. Just do today, that's enough. Take all the hugs you can get from Ryan and Caleb! I know it's hard, Hon, we're all on your side, praying for you. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Margm Posted November 2, 2018 Report Share Posted November 2, 2018 Katie-girl, none of us can imagine the pain you are going through. None of us can take the load off your young shoulders with words or with deeds. All we can do is be here for you to share your hurt, and I am sure even the amount of hurt you have gone through, we cannot take any of that hurt away. Please, I hope you have friends and close family that are there with you. There is a poem written by someone about footsteps on the beach and walking along with Jesus. The person asks why did Jesus desert them when all they saw was one set of foot prints. Jesus said he had not deserted them, that was the time when he was carrying them. My prayer is that Jesus will carry you now. And, I know some people believe this is a fairy tale, but I am one with loss of faith that got some relief from thinking Jesus was carrying me. I am not a religious fanatic, I have lost so much of my faith, but I know it is there waiting for me. I cannot even imagine your loss, it is so far out of the realm of my understanding, but I hope some pastor can make you feel Jesus carrying you. At one time in my life I felt totally adrift from my faith. There was a bar in the motel we were staying in for my treatments at the big cancer hospital. I was so frightened, I was not a drinker, but I told my husband I had to have liquid courage because God had forsaken me. Then my husband, who once questioned my reasons for my faith, he reminded me of the shepherd who had 100 sheep. He lost one and he left those 99 other sheep to go after the one. God had sent me an Angel in the form of my own Billy. Sometimes I struggle with my faith, but know if I could talk to Billy I would find it again. But I cannot talk to him and have him answer. And, when I need it the most, it is not there, and talking to pastors has not helped. I know this is about religion, and we are not supposed to discuss religion or politics, but these are just my honest feelings. My mom would mention the "Peace that passes all understanding" and we all need that, some want it, some do not believe in it. Some of us try to hold on to it. "I'm struggling" was just two words and we humans cannot understand the depths of your struggles, we do know it must be 10-fold the amount we are struggling. I wish you peace our Katie girl. We love you. 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
enna Posted November 2, 2018 Report Share Posted November 2, 2018 Thinking of you and holding you close, Katie. One small step forward...💜 3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
A&K Posted November 2, 2018 Author Report Share Posted November 2, 2018 Thank you all so much. To be able to come back here and just say two words and get so much love means so much to me. God bless you all. 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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